New World

Unlike many I am not good at any thing. I am being advised how to be successful. I know now it is an impossibility and I do not mind being unsuccessful. To be frank I am bit worried if I by chance become successful. It must be tremendous burden. Our finger wielding, sonorous speech maker chin up looking at the sky well dressed President of ours is realizing already his burden of lies. how come he has become so irrelevant to Americans.

There is a saying oft repeated in India - it is Hindu or Buddhist saying - Karma. No one can escape the fruit of his/her Karma - he/she has to eat that without leaving out even a morsel. Of course many book religion have a simpler route to escape Karma - prophet himself shall come to take you to heaven after your death. In other words you are free to do anything and escape the Fruit of your Karma that is prohibited for Hindus.

I am an ignorant and I do not know which is true and what is truth.

However I have these bits of knowledge not adapted from any book or saying or university but proved my self and I have seen as eye witness. (Further I can see that any moment I chose to re-verify.

There are no two points in this universe that is disconnected.

There is no black or white hole in this universe - further all pair of points in the universe are equidistant.

Most import findings of me is that - at the center of universe an alien entity lives that is not part of universe and that was before universe. Nothing escapes this entity - it knows me knows you and knows all. When I wake up in the morning it reconstructs me and the world so that I can keep doing what ever I wish to do in the same old world.

THIS I DO NOT LIKE AT ALL!!!

Waking up, I do whatever I wish to do - I do wrong - I justify my doing saying many things - struggle for survival - patriotism - American dream - XXXism ....

I am an idiot and I do not understand the theory of Karma - I do not have brain enough to rely on prophet to come in person to take me to the other world - free transport and free luxurious pleasure some living for all time to come (in case there is time).

As an idiot I can't answer a question that have been peeping in my mind all the time.

Why the world has to be reconstructed exactly same as I left it when I was tired of it went to sleep. Why can't it be different - why all selfish can't forget their selfishness and starts sharing -why war can't stop - why our president no longer is commander in chief but has the strength of mind to stop the war - negotiate a peace treaty - creates an army of peace keepers where 50% is only men and rest is women and all are equally armed and equipped. Why can't I wake into a world where resources are shared where there is superiority.

I do not find the merit of the same lousy world is being reconstructed by that entity - know all- so that I keep hating my all the wakeful moments - when I wake up.

Why that entity at the center of universe is not an idiot same as me - DOES NOT KNOW - all blundering - and

I wake up into a truly new world that I DO NOT KNOW.

I do not understand Karma nor do I understand why I need wait for my death to be taken to better living - why that can't happen to me tomorrow morning when I wake up.